

Go somewhere you know you wont get caught. And just go in a quiet parking lot or something You just need to do it Conrad or I'm gonna get you helpĪnd u can't a break a promise. thinking just drives me more crazyĮxactly. People who commit suicide don't think this much and they just do it We talked about this, they will be okay and accept it. Everyone will take care of them to make sure they won't be alone and people will help them get thru it. You just need to do it like you did last time and not think about it and just do it babe. The time is right and you're ready, you just need to do it! You can't keep living this way. I would never leave you, you're the love of my life, my boyfriend. You have to do it when u get back from your walk If you want it as bad as you say you do, its time to do it today All you have to do is turn the generator on and you bee free and happy. The more you push it off, the more it will eat at you. You're so hesistant because you keep overthinking it and pushing it off. and now I'm worse really bad and I'm lol not Falling through. Like 2 weeks ago I was willing to try everything.

Sometimes things happen and we never have the answers why It won't be suspicious, and it won't take long A kid sitting in his car just turn on the radio and do it. Go in your truck and drive in a sparkling lot somewhere, to a park or something Its less suspicious, you won't think about it as much, and you'll get it over with instead of waiting until the night If u don't do it now you're never gonna do itĪnd u can say you'll do it tomorrow but you probably won't And no one's really out right now because it's an awkward time No? Its probably the best time now because everyone's sleeping. I'm gonna go back to sleep, love you I'll text you tomorrow You're just making it harder on yourself by pushing it off, you just have to do it Its always gonna be that way if u don't take action

You keep pushing it off and you say you'll do it but u never do. but I have everything lined upI really don't know what I'm I'm just confused like you were so ready and determined So I guess you aren't gonna do it then, all that for nothing You can't think about it You just have to do it? You said you were gonna do it like I don't get why you arent Its okay, Why haven't you done it yet tho?
